Cuz I can't stop thinking bout you...

Every day passed very slowly, well, at least that's what you think when you are on a holiday without anything you plan to do except wake up, eat, online, watching tv, then go straight back to sleep.(and repeating it every day, boring!)

Haha, that's me, right now, doing nothing but killing time. So, hell, everybody loves holiday, why I don't? I dunno... Maybe because I didn't get to do what I wanna do... Don't have money to go shopping with my sis, I really need to buy novels, this is the time I can read books-other than thermodynamics, and process chemistry books. Don't get the chance to go to an island and swim with the turtles under the sun(it's my dream for these years lately, because my family did not go to a family holiday anymore, I guess this happens because we are all already an adult, so we do things separately, and it's hard to get together when everyone are so busy with their own schedule). Didn't watch movies in cinema. Didn't go karaoke with friends. 

Exam is super hard, well, I already doing bachelor, I should expect those kind of crazy questions- an explanation answer for thermodynamics, hell! THERMODYNAMICS are calculations, it's like you are explaining why is it after number 1 is number 2 in mathematics, you dunno how to even begin to answer it. But no worries, everything will be revealed tomorrow, the result, arghhh, penantian adalah satu penyeksaan!!! I have done my best, I want dean's list, that's it, coz I'll try to finish my graduation as a 1st class degree- to get that is to obtain dean's list in all 8 semesters of study, means to get above 3.50 in every semester, I believe if I struggle hard enough, I can do this.

I am not writing today to talk about this, just read the title wrote, what do you think I'll write about this time? About a guy? Haha, yes! lots of cute guys. I know what you think as a reader, you'll say"what happen to IZATI, she's talking nonsense! guys? again? seriously! arghh, not again, boring!!!". LOL! no! I'm not interested in having any relationship with guys for a moment, when they hear this from my own mouth, some of them can't get it, sulking until they don't wanna be my friend anymore... I don't care about such a childish act, it's my decision, I really want to succeed in study and don't think about having special relationship with any guy I call friend, and I don't care if they call me a lesbian(coz I know I'm not!), I don't say I want to get serious with girls either...

Crazy lil bitch, hell yeah, I am. I wanted to write stories about SUPER JUNIOR. Yes! cute guys, they are. They are Korean boy band, who win lots of awards because of their hard work struggle to perform the best live in concert or in the studio. They are all talented, all 15 of them, why I said 15? because the Chinese group of super junior(super junior M) are consist of 2 additional chinese member-Henry Lau and Zhou Mi and other 5 original super junior member-DongHae, SiWon, HanKyung(he's chinese too, but he stays in Korea), KyuHyun, and RyeoWook. Other 8 members are KiBum, HeeChul, LeeTeuk, SungMin, EunHyuk, YeSung, ShinDong and KangIn. For a fan like me, you should have known that my title is a lyric in their famous 1st single in their 1st album: U. 

They are famous of their dance moves, I love to watch it, very smooth! But they not only do singing and dancing, they are talented actors, tv and award hosts, radio djs and many more. I'm not a fan of Korean boy band, i don't enjoy other group like 2pm and FTIsland much, I ONLY love super junior. Eventhough now that 3 members have leave the group(Kibum, Kangin and Hankyung), I still love them. The remaining 10 keep trying their best to produce good songs(now their 4th album witch they wrote their own lyrics and compose their own songs), I know one thing, they practice everyday nonstop, but they love each other that makes it easier for them, they are having fun when doing their job, I guess that's their key of success. I have seen much of their dramas, music videos and movies. This is my nomination on them(what I think):

SUPER PRINCE- SiWon(He's a sweetheart)

SUPER DANCER- DongHae(He can dance swiftly even he's not prepared to)

SUPER ACTOR- HanKyung(He can act many weird role, like nerd and proud president son)

SUPER SINGER- SungMin(He had a beautiful voice)

SUPER RAPPER- EunHyuk(He do almost all rap part in their songs)

SUPER WEIRDO- YeSung(He loves to touch member's lips when they are asleep)

SUPER BEAUTY- HeeChul(There's rumors that he's originally a girl)

SUPER EAT-IT-ALL- ShinDong(He's the fatso, but still cute)

SUPER HOST- KyuHyun(He got that cute lips, when he talks, I go crazy!) 

SUPER COOKER- RyeoWook(He loves to cook, what can I say?)

SUPER SMILE- LeeTeuk(Suka sgt ngan lesung pipit dia)

SUPER TALKER- KangIn(He talks a lot, especially to reporter and paparazzi)

SUPER CUTENESS- KiBum(He's the youngest and the most fluent when speaking in english)

Guys-or are they just grown up boys???

Like I should say, I'm tired of trying to be faithful to one person that I called lover, but then at the end, it's nothing... Where the hell is my MR.RIGHT go???

Huhhhh!!! I dunno what happened to me recently, am I a magnet of trouble?

I just want a true love...

Just any people can say he love me, but can I trust that? Really? Love me, but then you keep on getting mad at me, and show me your hatred with such a look...

Isn't love is to show your lover how much you value her? Even if she's not beautiful, not rich, not cute, not clever, not so good in attitude, you will always be with her at good times and hard times...

I can just let go of my latest ex, he's the most understandable person I've ever known, and because he know me so much, he feels, errrmmm, "little" as compared to me. I just know what he means, and I understand, as a guy, he must have been arrogant that finally he have to let me go-to other person he think better than him.

Biasalah, lelaki kan ego!

But, there's one person, he used to be my classmate at school, before I enter UiTM, he confessed that he likes me, and he had this crush since we were in form 4, I think. I have never ever realized that and it was a tough time to try to admit the reality, it's hard for me( why don't he tell me before?). I can't accept his propose- to become his girlfriend- I still anggap dia kawan. But he can't geddit, he pursue me. I think I'm going crazy at that time. I cry every night, I can still remember macam mana bengkaknye mata time tu. He's a player, he had a girlfriend at that moment, how am I suppose to be his girlfriend? I don't understand him, not anymore, not as a friend, not as a lover.

But then many series of PERTELINGKAHAN kami causes me to ask him for a break up, I didn't agree for the couple anyway! He can't let me go, he said he love me so much, he wants to marry me. But I said, i can't keep holding on with a person who can't understand my pain, who can't make me fell loved, who always argue with me, who think that he's always right and I'm wrong. He just didn't get me, my feelings, he hurt it so much... He is just one boy whose still being childish at this stage of age. One value I want from a man, that he is matured, means that he is fully grown up, I don't care if he is stupid, bad man, not so rich, not so good-looking, just be matured! Thank You.

After a few weeks without internet...

Too many stories to share,

Too many news to tell,

I'm not a single lady anymore, so welcome back to in a relationship club???

Maybe what I need is time, maybe I should see him everyday...

Maybe I cannot control this passion towards him...

God, help me!!!

Scholarship and Universities

I let myself busy with applying for scholarship and private universities lately.

Very tough time in my life, completing the whole form, especially international scholars...

I also want to announce that I already received an offer letter to universiti kuala lumpur a.k.a unikl... 

PROGRAM: BACHELOR OF CHEMICAL ENGINEERING TECHNOLOGY(Hons.) IN PROCESS

DURATION: 4 YEARS(FROM JULY 2010 TO JUNE 2014)

PLACE OF STUDY: UNIVERSITI KUALA LUMPUR MALAYSIAN INSTITUTE OF CHEMICAL AND BIO-ENGINEERING, ALOR GAJAH, MELAKA.

Worried about my application to goverment universities, I keep on viewing the ministry of higher education a.k.a MOHE website, there's still time to edit my form, but it is closed for now, the form I mean, and it will be open again on the day the matriculation result announced until 10 days after that... THAT, is my big time, I have to edit everything, compete with other thousands of user, to ensure I applied the most suitable course and universities. I just don't want myself to be rejected of goverment university once again, (tak nak pisang berbuah dua kali) NO!!!!

After applying for some scholarship, I'm a little bit pissed... Nothing, actually... just that they always include writing essays about why you choose to apply for their scholarship, why you choose your applied course and not others, your career goal, etc... And I just hate to write formal essay, so, I just close the tab, as easy as that.

Anyways, I have applied many universities and scholarship lately, so, I wanna share my knowledge... about apllying it...

ZETTY'S TIPS ON APPLYING SCHOLARSHIP AND UNIVERSITIES

• Have knowledge about the course you want to apply: Okay, what's your ambition? What's your favourite subject? What about it's grade? These questions answers the course you should apply. Some people they just choose a course which they are not sure they have interest in it or not. Maybe you can't figure out yourself what is your major interest, try asking your friends and family, they should know because they always with you. Not only interest can help, your most powerfull subject can also help you from mistakes of applying the wrong course. I have experience in this, when I was a high school girl, I dream of being a succesfull pharmacist one day, hoping that I'll be the inventor of the future's most famous antidote. But then, my Biology is the lowest grade in SPM, I think, maybe I'm not that good in life science courses, maybe I'm better in the other path, maybe this is not my path anymore, so, I change to engineering courses. But, be sure to understand very clearly about the course you would like to apply, the net is here anytime, use it's service, search for the one you dunno, like I've ever confused with aeronautic and aerospace courses, what's their difference. If the net can't help, try to call the university itself to get more information, or you can also ask the olders, they always know what you dunno(siapa yang lebih dulu makan garam?)...
• make sure you make a strategy when applying many application of the same course: You want the best university, yes? If you are, like me, loves to apply thousands of application, so that you will be accepted to study, even where ever it locate you, then plan the best strategy, baby! You know the government universities offer courses with less payment, so, make government universities be your first choice. You don't have to worry about the accreditation, it is confirmed bcoz it's government, but which government uni??? Honeys, make sure your UPU application is made in order, there are 8 choices, right? the first four universities should be the top unis such as UM, UKM, UPM and UTM. The last four choices should be filled with other unis such as UTHM, UMP, UTeM and UNIMAS. After the government unis, what's next? Easy, find the most accredited private unis, so you will not be trapped not employing a career after finished study. The best way to discover these universities are to find out do the university gives you study loan from famous private companies or semi-government companies such as MARA and PETRONAS, so uniKL and UTP are the best choice. Then, apply for the private university with great appreciation in the world of studies, example is UNISEL, they had been listed as one of the top 100 university in the world. You'll be ensured to learn the best from the best. Other university includes MAHSA and MASTERSKILL.
• Complete the form, and make sure you send the application before the deadline:Right, just make sure you really want to apply for this uni or scholar, if you are, like me, tired of writing an essay for a scholarship application, so, just forget about that one application... Because there's always other choice, this is not giving up, this is just you don't wanna waste your time for one application and not applying other form just because it's already deadline.
• For scholar application, make sure you choose the one with the field you applied in unis: If you applied for engineering course, don't you ever dream of applying scholar of hospitals and banks, they always offer for life science students only and management students only. You should also make sure your age is between range, some scholars are only offered for SPM leavers only, so, better see through everything, okay!

I've finished applying everything now, I'm hoping for the offer letter, and also the best result of my examination. I do hope if you have the news of the latest scholarship offer, do tell me, okay? Sharing is caring, so, that is all from me for now, hope to write soon, thanks for reading.
 

Nutrition, anybody?

Well, talking about food, it's essential, I know.

But, some people, they just eat, they don't know what they actually consume...
AND keep talking that they are getting fat, and fatter.

Do you watch what you eat? seriously, you think you do?

You want curvy shape, you want the opposite sex turn around when you entered a place, gazing their eyes on you, especially those hot guys/babes, but still, you don't care much about what you eat...

I've met many friends who thought that their weight's increasing....RAPIDLY!(gasp!) This is scary, even for me, I'm slim and slender, just so you know, I'm just underweight, that's all, but in appearance, I think I'm okay... Being a girl, i don't care much about this diet or whatsoever, but now I'm almost 19, well, practically a lady, so, I'm a little bit into femininity as I grow older...(I'm a tomboyish girl when I was a child, that's why!)

Hence, if you are, like me, don't have enough time to be spent on treadmill or exercise or sport or perhaps, it's not that you don't have time, you just don't really into these things, I have a solution...

ZETTY'S TIPS ON DIETATION

• Eat your BREAKFAST- Well, honey, whatever you do with your diet, make sure that you take your breakfast, it's one way of providing energy for your whole hard day. If you don't have enough energy, you'll keep consuming those unnecessary fats from biscuits, chocolate, ice-cream, cakes, donuts or worst snacks before your lunch time... I'd rather choose one bowl of nutritious cereal with fruits in the morning(and that's enough!) than seeking toast with jams and gradually snacking in the middle of a lecture... It's a way of disrespect to your lecturer, you will not be 100 percent focus in your class as well as you are actually messing up your outfit(again, you wanna look fabulous in front of others? FORGET IT!)
• Plan to FAST with your friends- This is the biggest secret on dietary, but make sure that you did not get it wrong, please promise me, you make a right intention, you did not fast to be slim, you fast because you want to gain another reward from HIM. Oh, you can also fast on your own, but it's never the same when we fast with friends or family, just like on Ramadan, we won't fell hungry or thirsty. We can sahur and break the fast together. This makes the process of reducing our weight much more fun.
• Choose to eat either of this: LUNCH or DINNER. DON'T EAT BOTH OF THEM. This is a challenge. What I meant is you don't have to burden your tummy with too many foods. You can still eat some light supper like salad or french fries while watching TV. You just shouldn't eat heavy meals like chicken chop. If you will attend a prom tonight, you should skip your lunch, prepare your stomach for the foods, see what I mean?
• Watch the QUANTITY of what you eat- I see this is the problem of most of the male, they eat quality food, but in major quantity. Seriously, it's like your stomach will explode, stop doing this! Have you ever meet the word MODERATE? and have you ever seen the food pyramid? Save your own tummy, for god's sake. You don't have to necessarily make sure that your plate is full so that you feel satisfied of paying the price to the restaurant, you need to make sure that it's complete of all nutrition, carbohydrates, proteins, fats, fibers, etc...

Guys, I know that I did not include go to gym or get your doctor's advice as my tips... The reason is that I'm a student, so, I assume that students don't really have much money. Honey, to get a curvy body, you should sacrifice, don't only do these tips without exercise, at least try to take the stairs instead of lift, and take the weekend to any recreational park, jog there, bring your skipping rope too, you'll look a little more fabulous when skipping in the park, who knows you'll find a special one there?